Ever had that feeling...

Have you ever had that feeling? like you need a change, or something is wrong in your life, or just that there is something you are missing? chances are, the answer is yes. For me, its all of the above. I haven't been able to figure out what it is, if its multiple things, or if its just me that needs to change. Apparently my heartbreak and confusion and discontent were really beginning to show. One day I got a message of facebook, from a girl I knew, but not well. She offered to share something very special to her with me, in hopes that it would be able to help me. It did.. she helped me finally start to get the answers that I was looking for. and I am so grateful.

That now brings me to what my answer was... I have been questioning whether or not I needed to give the church another try, I have strong beliefs, and I'm not looking to change those, but I feel like I need somewhere to belong, I need somewhere to be myself, and I need somewhere to help me refocus on what I want and becoming a better person. Technically I guess you could say I was raised LDS but it was never a big part of my life. I went to church here and there but it never lasted long, and I did complete almost all 4 years of seminary in high school, but my heart just wasn't in it, I needed to figure out myself more. Up till now I have always considered myself a very spiritual person, just not religious and maybe thats how it will always be, and maybe not. I don't know yet.... Its a work in progress for now.