Heartbreaker...

You tell me that I'm beautiful but that could be a lie.

Are you a heart breaker?

maybe you want me for the ride...

What if i'm falling for a heart breaker?

and everything is just a lie...
Temporary happiness is like waiting for the knife..

Because I'm always watching for someone to show their darker side,

So maybe i'll sit back and just enjoy this for now.

Watch it all play out and see if you really stick around.
But there is always this one question

that keeps me up at night.

are you my greatest love? or disappointment in my life.

I met someone a week ago.. He is a nice guy. A lot of the things i'm looking for in my life. But I'm not ready to accept that, or him. I wait for him to be the heart breaker, that I expect him to be. I keep waiting for a day to go by when I won't hear from him. Or the plans we make to be cancelled for some annoying reason.. It hasn't yet... But I keep waiting for it. For now i'm taking it a day at a time... I would like to be more but I don't know if i'm ready for that.. he says he isn't so who knows what will happen.. but I don't hold out for much...

until next time.

xoxo-D.