I know we don't talk anymore, and never will, but I need you to know how I feel. What i've been through and how I've changed. I miss you. Every hour, of every day without fail. Some things have gotten easier. Some have not. I don't expect to see your name everytime my phone lights up. I can visit utah again. I can't think of you without crying. I can't help but cry when I hear our song. I can't stop missing you. I will never stop loving you. Not a single day passes that I don't long to hear your voice. When I'm scared, I need you. When I'm happy, I need you. I long for the sound of your voice. The sight of you. I never stop feeling like I need your arms around me again. My life was suppose to begin with you. Instead, I am broken, alone, and scared. I don't know how to feel, to date, or to even begin to believe in love again. Its been 1 year and a couple days since you left me. 367 days of pain, loneliness, regret, confusion and just being numb to the world. I keep trying. Trying to forget you. Forget us. Forget the love. But its impossible to forget your entire world. I just need you to know that I loved you. That I still do.And that it will never change. No matter how much time passes.
Love always,
Me
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